Happenings of a 30-something spinster living in NYC, taking baths, and (maybe) going on dates
It’s the night before my last Monday at my current job. Definitely no scaries this Sunday. 😎
Made a list of my outfits for the week so that I can leave them wanting more. J/k my outfits suck. But I did get a spicy red manicure today. Leaving with sass.
I think I might write a book. Should it be smut? I’ve never read one but feel like I would write it well. And yes, this was a high thought this week.
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I did it. I finally quit my job. Do I have something else lined up? Nope. Stupid? Maybe, but honestly I couldn’t do it anymore.
Now, I do have an interview Thursday, and I have applied to like 50 jobs, but at thus moment, I’m taking the night off and drinking in the tub.
Stay tuned 😎
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Evening. Tonight’s a big ol’ depression bath. Long weekend. (And not the good kind.) Long start to the week. And long fingernails that scratched my eye.
I had a fun weekend, but too much drinking and too little quiet me-time. This weekend is my birthday, so trying to recharge before then, but honestly just want to chill and maybe eat pasta.
I also am so fed up with men lately. No new ones want me. No good old ones want me. And too many taken men do.
So yeah, Depresso City
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Ohhhh boy. Went to a wedding last night and let’s just say I don’t remember the Uber ride home.
The things I do remember? The magician catching his beard on fire and the entire reception reeking of burnt hair; oh, and the fact that I came close to hooking up with a married man whose wife wasn’t there.
That man came on harder than a dude who is just about to leave for war. Damn.
But I kept him faithful! At least in this instance.
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Turns out, my period has decided to keep it going this weekend! Last weeks mess stopped, but today she really came back with a vengeance.
So still crampy, and still cranky. But I’m high in the tub with new menstrual relief bubble bath and definitely going to bed soon. Big and busy week at work.
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Kinda confused as to what this bath is to be labeled. Self-care? Depression? Can it be both?
Feeling a little down today after a loooong few weeks of verrrrry low work days. Are things changing? Sure, but will it ever change anything? We’ll see, I guess.
So, obviously, had another marathon night of drinking and feeling all the things today. Including cramps! Wtf body, it’s no where near time for this and spotting. I haven’t bleed in almost a year but somehow today my uterus said “surprise Bitch.” 😩
So here we are, soaking in the tub high and just being. Last night I got so drunk I texted the old fling that now lives with his girlfriend. Not cool. I simply wrote “hi 🙃” but it was before 10pm. So at least that isn’t toooooo bad?! 🥴
He responded this morning and apologized for not answering sooner. I quickly apologized for texting and breaking our rules from our last convo months ago. I was doing so well!!!
He immediately wanted to know how my dating life was going and how I was. I told him dating has been blah and asked how he was. Dating his bestie still but misses having sex with other people.
I tried to divert and say it’s not all that great because I’ve had a lot of bad sex lately. He wanted details. But reader, you should applaud me because I said “no! We can’t have that type of relationship anymore!” Yay me respecting boundaries!!
The boy even wrote how his sex life was not that great (again). But you know what? Not my business. Growth, babbbbby!!
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Boyyyy am I high and in the tub right now. Life’s been rolling and so have I. Several dates, a 28 year old, and a man that I might end up having some fun with. At least, I hope so.
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Days have been too short for baths lately, but I’m in it baby!! 40 mins in and just started an episode of Love Island. Settling in for a stunnin night.
Bath night. On the cusp of depression, but labeling this one self-care as I just spent $500 on discount designer clothes. But don’t worry, my Scoop for Walmart clothes also came in today. All about that balance, baby.
Lots of disappointments from men this week on the apps. Several have mentioned meeting and halfway set plans then ultimately dropped them all. Now I’m wanting to entertain the guy (who I now know lives with his girlfriend) who texted me nonstop this week at 3:30am. He also LinkedIn requested me at the same time. Boy was desperate and now I’m like … do I text him?
I’m not going to, don’t worry. I’ll swipe away for new attention, but dammit, now I want his.
Ugh. Swiping now. See ya ✌️
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It turns near 60 degrees and sunny and I start throwing my money away. But in my defense, it’s on things I want. So well worth it.
Started this Sunny Sunday with purchasing $700 on two pieces of custom art, then another $20 on a giant flea market piece. All worth it and already on my walls.
Next splurge of the day was ordering $350 worth of clothes and shoes from Scoop for WALMART. Most of the line is true trash, but really hopeful for the cute things I did order! Free shipping and arriving this week? Take my credit card.
Now I’m coming off a gummy high and lounging in the tub, swiping away to hopefully line up a date this week.
Stay tuned for the chaos that may come. ✌️
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the bad hag 